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the irresponsible.
Wednesday, October 14, 2009, 11:52 AM
People are never satisfied with their lives. I love using this phrase. Instead of being satisfied, they want more. They want their lives to be more exciting. Even when they know that the things they do will affect them in a way. Be it socially or with their health. Some people love taking risks. To them it is very challenging, and when they succeed taking the risk, there'll be satisfaction and happiness. Wait, no satisfaction. Because people are not satisfied. Let me give you an example. Smokers. Some smokers have heart problems, breathing difficulties and asthma. When you know that you have all these, why even think of smoking? Then what's the point of the regular check ups at the polyclinic/hospitals and constantly buying your inhaler when you have no more? You waste money even more than the normal smokers that don't have all these diseases. You waste money on cigarettes and also on your medication or whatever. Some even coughed blood and don't go to the doctors. Why? Because they're scared. Scared of what the doctor might say. If you're scared then why in the first place do it? Most say they smoke to release stress. Righttttt. Please think before you speak.Recently, I was classified as the irresponsible one. I admit that I'm not that responsible as I can't be bothered sometimes. But that doesn't mean I'm not who I actually am. Because you don't know me and you never tried to know me that you say all those. Face it. How well do you know me that you go around telling people about me. Right, you know why they believed you or think that I'm like that? Because they don't even know me! Imagine ranting to someone who knows me really well. Will they look at me like how your friends looked at me? No. I was never irresponsible, because I know. But sometimes I don't realise the things that were never said or done, and I apologise for that. You get influenced by others so easily that you too don't realise what you're doing now. Before you say I'm irresponsible and never did what I am suppose to do, think again. Because you don't even take proper care of yourself. Not irresponsible meh?
People change in lives. They change either for the better or for the worse. It's either they get influenced to change or they want to do it on their own. I know you want to change and I appreciate the effort. But sometimes when you want to change, you have to take things slow. Don't rush or force yourself if you think that you're not changing. Changes takes time. Like the seasons in other countries. From spring to summer, it doesn't change instantly in a day. It takes time for the temperature to rise day by day to obtain the hot summer. So don't force yourself to change because you will end up taking a longer time than you thought you would. At the same time, you'd affect the people around you. The ones that you love and care for. Without realising it, you'll tend to hurt them and yourself too. People also need time to accept the change in you. So take your time, no hurry.
still irresponsible?